Well, then.

I am exhausted.  Each night, I fight to stay awake and for some strange, odd reason, refuse to go to bed. Now I understand why those twins I watch never go to sleep...they do the same thing.  Hmm...Anyways, I am now  finding myself here on my blog, writing nonsense.  I just recently updated my facebook status to "Erin is kinda feeling a thousand different emotions."  I am.  Probably a lot due to work...You know, I came home a little frustrated last night for a number of reasons, but one of them being that I came home, planning on starting a new life, something fresh, something different.  And where do I find myself?  Back at the dub, still living at home, planning on going back to Idaho.  I mean, not that these choices are bad, I just kind of crave something new.  But I guess that's why following the spirit is the most important thing.  I can't receive the promised blessings if I just follow a whim, instead of following the carefully lined blueprints that my Heavenly Father holds.  As I work, as I build on what He has given me, everything will fall into place.  But oh my GOODNESS! This building stuff is hard!  I am waiting for the walls to fly up, everything fall into place NOW, during which I'm forgetting that building is a process, not an event.  I should just be happy that I have the blueprints...I might not see the finished product now, but that's where my faith needs to kick in, with the hope that it will be splendid and more than I ever dreamed.