Thursday, May 14, 2009
Well, then.
I am exhausted. Each night, I fight to stay awake and for some strange, odd reason, refuse to go to bed. Now I understand why those twins I watch never go to sleep...they do the same thing. Hmm...Anyways, I am now finding myself here on my blog, writing nonsense. I just recently updated my facebook status to "Erin is kinda feeling a thousand different emotions." I am. Probably a lot due to work...You know, I came home a little frustrated last night for a number of reasons, but one of them being that I came home, planning on starting a new life, something fresh, something different. And where do I find myself? Back at the dub, still living at home, planning on going back to Idaho. I mean, not that these choices are bad, I just kind of crave something new. But I guess that's why following the spirit is the most important thing. I can't receive the promised blessings if I just follow a whim, instead of following the carefully lined blueprints that my Heavenly Father holds. As I work, as I build on what He has given me, everything will fall into place. But oh my GOODNESS! This building stuff is hard! I am waiting for the walls to fly up, everything fall into place NOW, during which I'm forgetting that building is a process, not an event. I should just be happy that I have the blueprints...I might not see the finished product now, but that's where my faith needs to kick in, with the hope that it will be splendid and more than I ever dreamed.
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eRin!
ReplyDeleteI must say, I hear ya! It's funny how once we make a decision we just want it all to fall into place at that moment, but that's when-like you said-faith falls into play. you're doing the right thing, following the spirit, everything WILL fall into place, it'll just come in its own due time. Thanks again for following the spirit to go to the temple, that meant a lot to me-and had you not gone and we not had that conversation Colt wouldn't have a job now! So thank you thank you thank you!